So yes, I know I haven't written in quite a while and I know you mere two readers of mine are very distraught about that, so I figured I might as well scribble a few notes down about the very thing that I am suffering with at the moment.
Writer's Block.
Thou art a cruel and heartless bitch.
Have you ever gotten to that moment of desperation, where your fingers are spread out across the keyboard, eager to start punching the keyboard vigorously, vomiting words onto the internet for all the cool kids to read, but your brain says "No! I must dance!"
Yep, my brain has been dancing for about 3 months now.
Since it has been holidays for me, I didn't really mind that much. I left my mind to do its own business, as i slowly decayed and waved my IQ levels goodbye.
HOWEVER! Now that I have started varsity again, I need my brain to start working again. But it seems that this notion is long gone. It's far too hungover from its constant dancing for 3 months that it appears to have gone on strike.
Why is this such an issue for me though?
I have my first assignment due in four days time. And my brain wont cooperate with me.
Yup, I should have been more strict with my brains curfew, but it was just having so much fun, I couldn't bare to disappoint it.
So now I am stuck in a predicament where my brain is still dancing, and I'm going to fail. Joy.
And folks, this is what Writer's Block does to you. It makes you ramble on about absolute nonsense like dancing brains, and makes it seem so real, that you can actually feel your brain dancing inside your head.
Yes, all of this dancing has made me slightly insane.
No, I do not care so long as I pass the year.
I can be put into an asylum once I have my degree.
That is all.
